tried being gay all boys jewish school

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Something that's really important to know about me at the age of twenty-two. Not so much right now but the age of twenty-two is that I was really desperate.

Up until this point I only ever kissed a guy. I was like what if I would like more?

Um so I get there the lights are off. The other guys there.

I'm like what's your name? He's like no names.

And I'm like you know what? I've come this far.

I'm gonna I'm gonna see what happens. And then as I'm as I'm as I'm looking down um I'm like thinking wow.

So I'm not gay. Um I learned so much about myself in the stories.

You know how special it is as a man to know for a fact you're not gay. So awesome I many men are afraid of trying things with men and they will never know but I know and that's am more comfortable with my homies than you will ever be.

Well technically I succeeded

I went to an all boys Jewish private school so I tried working with what I had at the time, a bunch of young schmucks who couldn't 100% tell you one way or another if they were straight or gay

So I tried. And I'm not trying to appropriate gay culture for a joke; I mean I did try, but that was in the past.

I chose gay, but it turns out it's not a choice.

I like women (sigh)