weather app vs chase bank pleasantly surprised disappointed

When I open my phone, I usually check the weather app or my chase bank app; either way, I'm either pleasantly surprised or incredibly disappointed.

And that's just in California. In New York, I either pray to god the number hasn't dropped, or I cry because it's gone negative

In New York, I either open up the apps and I'm terribly depressed because the number is low, or I want to kms because the number's gone negative