passive aggressive choked autoerotic

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I'm a passive disguise. You guys know what that is?

No uh it means I I don't like getting into fights or in other words I'm a huge but sometimes you can't avoid getting into a fight. Right?

So what I mean if I've been training I've been choking myself. Yeah.

Autoerotic expiation. That way worst case right?

We're in a fight. I get choked out.

I pass out. I come.

He's looking at me. He's wondering okay who really lost here?