dad hit me stopped yelling fetish

I got hit when I was a kid

But my dad stopped

Dammit

They say all good things come to an end.

When he stopped he put up this magnet on the fridge that said, "I yelled because I care"

And then he told me what it meant — hey listen, remember how I used to hit you? Well we're not gonna do that anymore. I'm gonna yell at you instead. Just know that I want to hit you.

But that's not fair because I can't turn yelling into a fetish

I can't go up to a girl and be like "hey I want you to yell at me in bed"

Just yell my name, but in a scary way