deserving a woman I don't deserve

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Started dating again recently and I started working on myself because I want to be the kind of man who deserves to marry a woman he doesn't deserve. Does that make sense?

I want to work hard so I can become the type of man who deserves to marry a woman he doesn’t deserve

think that's pretty much as far as I want to go. Just like just barely good enough for a woman who is better than me. Because I think that if I deserve the woman I deserve, I think that means I would have too high a pedigree.

I don't want to be that powerful or that well adjusted

because I'm pretty sure whenever a man gets to that point when he's like that admirable, he cheats.

He's going to cheat. I don't want to like I'm not saying I would cheat but I would probably

like if Tom Brady said, "Hey David let's cheat on your wife together." You know me and Tom Brady. I'm like hey but I would do it just for the clout. I don't even like football